Lost Love Poem *by netsyn*
the girl that took my virginity told me she no longer loved me and did not want to speak to me again because i wasnt any fun for her anymore because the relationship was to much for her to take at the age of 16...
wrote this just to get it off my chest
dont bother checking it for being stolen... i wrote it all by myself within 10 mins
We started a relationships on the rocks
I always felt like i was in a box
Understanding you was hard to do
I found myself always asking why you
Then i already knew
That there was nothing i wanted more to do
Then to just be there to kiss you
I felt like i always made you sad
Always felt like you thought i was mad
I loved the way you nudge me
Or made me scream "oh fudge you"
I even miss the way you could bother me
Cause it was just showing you followed me
I hate the fact that it must end
But i understand why you wont bend
But i dont want to sit here and beg
Life is to great to be so veg
I just want you to know even if you say you dont
You cant stop loveing why? because you wont
Rember the time we sat outside at night in the cold?
And your rubbed against me and i felt bold
We forgot the things that were wrong with us
And there was a strong cold gust
I leaned in and let you kiss me
I knew then how you missed me
I never want to not be able to say hi
Or have you hang up on me with no bye
I dont care how much we fight
Ill try to fix it with all my might
Its not a game its not a dance
So please lets just give it a last chance
Weve given it so many or so you say
But without you i dont want the day
Without you the sun is not bright
Without you there would be no reason to write
Without you i will continue to cry
Without you why not die?
I dont expect you to take me back ever again
I dont expect you to let it begin
I dont know why i wrote this to you
I dont want no boo-hoo
All i need is for you to say youll call me soon
And let me say something to you
Love,
Steven
--NetSyN (steve)