8 May 2002. Thanks to A.
New York Times today on arrest of Lucas Helder:
Text of letter Helder sent to The Badger Herald
May 07, 2002
Mailboxes are exploding! Why, you ask?
You do things because you can and want (desire) to
If the government controls what you want to do, they control what you can
If you are under the impression that death exists, and you fear it, you do
anything to avoid it. (This is the same way pain operates. Naturally we
strive to avoid negative emotion/pain.)
You allow yourself to fear death!
World authorities allowed, and still allow you to fear death!
In avoiding death you are forced to conform, if you fail to conform, you
suffer mentally and physically. (Are world powers utilizing the natural
survival instinct in a way that allows them to capitalize on the people?)
To "live'' (avoid death) in this society you are forced to conform/slave
I'm here to help you realize/ understand that you will live no matter what!
It is up to you people to open your hearts and minds. There is no such thing
as death. The people I've dismissed from this reality are not at all dead.
Conforming to the boundaries, and restrictions imposed by the government
only reduces the substance in your lives. When 1% of the nation controls 99%
of the nations total wealth, is it a wonder why there are control problems?
The United States strives to provide freedom for their people. Do we really
have personal freedom? I've lived here for many years, and I see much
limitation. Does the definition of freedom include limitation? I've learned
about the history of various civilizations in history, and I see more and
more limitation. Do you people enjoy this trend of limitation? If not,
As long as you are uninformed about death you will continue to say ``how
high'', when the government tells you to ``jump''. As long as the government
is uninformed about death they will continue tell you to ``jump'' Is the
government uninformed about death, or are they pretending?
You have been missing how things are, for very long. I'm obtaining your
attention in the only way I can. More info is on its way. More ``attention
getters' are on the way. If I could, I would change only one person,
unfortunately the resources are not accessible. It seems killing a single
famous person would get the same media attention as killing numerous
un-famous humans. There is less risk of being detained, associated with
dismissing certain people.
Someone Who Cares
PS. More info. will be delivered to various locations around the country.
LIFE ON EARTH
Plants, Animals and Humans are the levels of consciousness contained on
Earth. By design, each is specialized and amazing! In comprehending this
scenario, take it a step further. What do you suppose would logically
I'm happy because I know, I often wonder why anyone would be content with
believing when they could know. I often wonder why so many people spend
their entire lives consuming what is fed to them, without knowing if they
are consuming anything at all.
I was raised to believe. All of my family and friends were raised to
believe. ... to be gullible ... to be materialistic ... to fear authority
... to blindly follow ... you can't forget greed, and god forbid they would
Do you wonder why people blow themselves up to hurt others? Do you wonder
why the icebergs are melting, and precious earth is heating up? Do you
wonder why you are here? Do you wonder what is out there ... way out there?
I remember those days of uncertainty, and I can't tell you how great it is
to know, to know eternally, and to be.
Humans have been striving for thousands and thousands of years to
understand. From complex math equations, microscopes, and telescopes, to
scientists, psychologists, governments (world leaders), and priests, all are
designed to allow us all to understand. What the teachers/leaders understand
is what the mass understands. Now wouldn't it be wise to question authority?
Our society is getting more and more complex, a direct reflection of our
desire to avoid suffering. Well look around friends, the future is here, but
is the pain easing? Are the wars calming? Is EVERYONE happy? Clearly NOT!
Everyone knows earth has its problems. The longer the mass fails to
understand the longer suffering will occur for plants, animals, humans and
Earth. We all suffer to certain degrees, whether it's mental or physical,
and technology contributes to making many daily activities easier, however,
you in turn become dependent on the technology, and when something becomes
broken, added pressures arise, and the negative emotions/suffering reoccurs.
Technology and complexity will NEVER satisfy your desire of avoiding
suffering ... There is more to this dilemma and I'm here to nudge you in a
I'm here to help you, to expose you, to inform you, to provide for you the
answers for where to look, so the "spiritually sleepy mass" can transform
themselves from believing to knowing, to have an awareness to life, and to
begin understanding. Understand you have no reason to fear anything, ever,
everything will be perfect, and the answers are much closer than you think!
You will find answers that will allow everyone to find happiness, to know,
and to understand. It's time you people open your minds to a new train of
thought. You are on a journey, a very exciting one at that!
I'm at an advantage in this society, and so is every other spiritually
well-rounded person. We understand. Soon you will too, and you too, will be
at an advantage. The advantage is the knowing that there is NO SUCH THING AS
DEATH/VOID/END/NO MORE ... whatever you want to call that notion. The idea
that death exists is less realistic than the existence of the tooth fairy,
as an actual entity! Santa clause, the Easter Bunny, The tooth fairy, Humpty
Dumpty, and Death would all be categorized as fairy tales.
Why does the notion of "death" exist?
It is no wonder why the notion of death exists. Naturally you are afraid of
what you don't understand. Few people understand death, therefor most people
fear death. And you can imagine the benefits of allowing the survival
instinct to remain instilled into the current skewed understanding about
death, which most people possess. Are world powers capitalizing on the
"spiritually sleepy" mass? Is greed/money the reason why people have strayed
away from their spiritual selves?
Revealed Religions (Christianity, Judaism, and Islam) were created to
maintain the survival instinct, to order people (Ten Commandments, notion of
heaven/hell, good/bad) and at the same time provide some spiritual relief
for people. A spiritual relief that in no way gives your results that allow
you to actually realize that when you die, you do go on (religious people
still fear death). Logically they should still fear death because they have
not received substantial evidence pointing towards any truth in their
religion (the notion that there is a heaven/hell). You are simply asked to
believe, and most do. People insist on continuing to believe because
religion has been pounded into the heads of most of us ever since we were
children, and also "just in case there is really is a bad place called hell"
... no wonder this belief system persists. Is it worth acknowledging
(attending, giving money too) a particular spiritual reality/organization
when you have no idea whether it is legitimate or not?
In fearing death, you are forced to work (in turn providing for the
government), and conform to society. You work to buy food, provide shelter,
entertainment, etc. You conform to society because you will receive negative
emotion/pain/death (jail/death penalty) if you don't. You fear, therefor you
conform. Money is the only source of relief that most people are aware of.
Naturally we avoid pain, therefor strive for relief, also known as obtaining
money, and you obtain money by working. Therefor fear of death results in
the ability of the government to make money, on the people/on precious
Greed of some lead to Misunderstanding of most.
Misunderstanding life creates a fear of death.
Fear of death forces you to work/conform.
Work/conformity allows government to benefit/capitalize from people
(fulfills government desires, not peoples).
As long as greed persists, people will desire to capitalize, in turn forcing
people slave away.
Understand life to eliminate greed.
Accurate spiritual understanding eliminates greed.
??????The sooner we all understand, the sooner the fear of death and greed
Notice the cause and affect. Notice the stimulus, and response. Notice how
veering away from your true spirituality lead to world hardship. Treat
others how you want to be treated ... this mentality can only produce more
Like I said I'm here to help you, to expose you, and to inform you, how to
discover an accurate spiritual understanding. An understanding in which you
know to be 100 percent true. How do you know this one thing is true, you
ask? Well you must experience it personally of course!
Dreams are a key element in understanding reality.
We all experience dreams as we sleep. As our body rests, our minds
continuously operate. When experiencing a dream, how do you know if you are
awake or not? And when you are awake, how do you know if you are dreaming?
The unnatural, muddled, often confusing sequence of events, and the idea
that you "wake up", are the only indicators that allow you to realize you
were dreaming. The natural, constantly aware, and logically progressive
sequence of events that we all experience, allows us to realize that we have
to be awake. You can logically track what you do each day from the time you
get out of bed, to the time you get back into bed. The reason we trick
ourselves for a moment or extended moments into excepting the dream as being
"real", is because in terms of reality, a dream is exactly as realistic as
the reality you perceive when you are "awake."
Our reality/what we experience, is based on what we can see, touch, smell,
taste, and hear. This is how we know if something is "real." As a
consciousness/soul/spirit, you are constantly painting a reality in which
you can see, touch, smell, taste, and hear, things. When you go to sleep you
produce realities, and when you wake up you again produce more reality. Yes
you have been producing everything that you have been experiencing, while
sleeping, and awake, all of your life! Now you are probably starting to
realize just how special we all are. We are all extremely specialized
beings, and the idea that you are not aware of this fact is disturbing to
In being spiritually well rounded, you begin to understand yourself!
Mentally, and physically, you produce your own reality.
If you can think it, you can experience it.
As you all begin to realize the potential you have as a
consciousness/soul/spirit, you will begin to harness the abilities you have
to produce realities. All of us have such elaborate imaginations. You
experience this directly as you dream. The ability to create
(anything in your own reality) will be utilized as a tool for yourself
(and/or others) when experiencing life outside of the body. Frankly, I can't
wait! Just imagine the possibilities we all have as eternal beings! This is
only the beginning, friends!
We have much to learn.
Earth is a beautiful place wouldn't you say. There is so much beauty to be
found everywhere. There are so many beautiful things, all by design. The
three, least advanced, levels of consciousness reside here. Earth is a
training ground for these stages of consciousness. If you are reading this,
then you obviously have chosen to be a part of this Earth experience. And
because of that choice, you now understand what is like to love, be loved,
be confused, happy, sad, and the list of emotions goes on forever. Most of
us have been through numerous life cycles for the purpose of gaining these
emotions/experiences. If you don't experience it then how can you possibly
Earth is a situation in which millions of consciousnesses coexist. While you
dream, you are within yourself, producing the reality you imagine. Because
you are producing the reality entirely, you are not confined to the laws of
physics, you can take control, and do anything you can imagine. The practice
of becoming aware while dreaming, and controlling the dream, is known as
lucid dreaming. While awake, you enter a reality within your body. As we
have found, Earth is a reality dictated by the laws of physics (gravity,
matter, energy, etc). Our reality on earth was set up for the purpose of
producing an effective learning environment. We learn through experiencing
the opposite. Would you realize how great you had it if you had not realized
how terrible you could have had it? You experience pain to understand what
pleasure is. Remember, experience/learn something first hand to understand
What happens when the body dies?
Imagine how confusing is must be to be taken away from everything that you
have known. When your body dies, you are simply, out of your body. Problems
arise when individuals "get out" and they aren't aware of what to do next.
Many conciousnesses linger around on earth, clutching to material things;
this is what ghosts are. Many consciousnesses get out and aimlessly wander,
unaware of their divine potential. Individuals who commit suicide, for the
purpose of escaping their problems, get out of their bodies to find
themselves contaminated with the same sadness, and often find themselves
even more confused. Inaccurate death perceptions, and Misunderstood, Age-old
religions/dogmas are the direct cause of these dysfunctional results.
Understanding the truth will only direct/guide consciousnesses that are
revisiting life on the other side. You are free to do anything when you are
out of the body! Understanding yourself will only provide direction for you!
There are no rules out of the body.
The body is a temporary learning experience.
You learn in the body, and play out of the body
How can you begin to know, instead of believe?
You know something is true by experiencing that something. How do you know
you are a consciousness experiencing a body? There are numerous
philosophical notions that you can explore on your own proving the existence
of a creator/s, and/or god consciousness. There are a variety of practices
and natural occurrences that you can take part in/recognize that will let
you KNOW that you go on when you die. Open your minds and experience them.
You may hear ghost stories, but have you ever seen one? If you haven't, get
out the camera and start seeing. Why not prove to yourself they exist? Like
I said, I've been there. I was curious about the existence of ghosts, and my
curiosity lead me to further investigation, which in turn allowed me to KNOW
ghosts truly do exist. Needless to say, it was an exciting occasion to
finally see one! When I got my film developed to find orbs, the week was
even more exciting!
Meditation and astral projection/controlled out of body experiences are more
key elements in knowing you go on when your body dies. This involves the
practice of intentionally controlling yourself away from your body as it
rests. When you get out, you get to experience life on the other side
directly. You get to learn first hand what it is like to be out of body. You
will travel faster than the speed of light to anywhere, and by merely
thinking! Go on, find those who have past on. You can travel with others who
are out too. Meet up with friends in the night, and talk about your
experience the next day. The possibilities are endless and the experiences
will be breathtaking. The future is here people, get online and to the
library. Start observing, thinking, researching, thinking, understanding,
and not to mention, THINKING! Whether it's logic, meditation, channeling,
astral projection, or ghosts, all are ways of knowing ... wouldn't you agree
that earth will benefit from everyone knowing?
You talk of this place called heaven. Heaven resides within you. You control
your own destiny. You are your own god! Earth is a place where free will
resides. You can do anything you want. Because of this principle earth has
its many crude lessons, and what one does effects everyone else. Accurately
understanding the science of spirituality/life, will allow you to reevaluate
your current methods and create more correct ways. You give the death
penalties to your most severe criminals. Does freeing their
consciousness/soul/spirit provide relief of anxiety for you, or are you
attempting to give them that age old, nonexistent notion of death? You can
work for years to achieve something and get hit by a car the next day ...
Your time on earth will contain its many ups and downs, and no matter what,
everything will be perfect in the end. Why have regrets?
There is no such thing as death, and fear is not necessary ...
I'm doing this because I care, and have one in you people. If this doesn't
work then so be it. In the end you will KNOW I was telling you the truth
anyway. Imagine the sigh of relief you will have to KNOW you go on when you
die. World authonomy has placed limitations on humans for long enough, learn
from your mistakes and grow! To KNOW is to be given the key to the bodily
"cell" most of us are currently confined to. The option is yours, but why
not grasp realtiy, and make an art of living? Learn from your mistakes, and
change society accordingly. There is so much limitation placed on
individuals in the United States that it is illegal to grow marijuana?! I
recommend finding proper (most beneficial/desirable) order, not excessive
order. Marijuana was placed here for a reason people. You spend billions per
year on drug prohibition and the only thing being accomplished is the
spending of billions of dollars. Alcohol is a motor skill impairment;
marijuana is a mental stimulation, yet the impairing agent is legal?! Is
this yet another governmental agenda utilized as a tool for order? Alcohol
directly kills thousands per year; marijuana directly kills zero people per
year. Wake up people! You're here for such a short time, why have regrets?
I'm taking very drastic measures in attempt to provide this information to
you. You people have failed long enough... can we now grow? I will
die/change in the end for this, but that's ok, hahaha paradise awaits! I'm
dismissing a few individuals from reality, to change all of you for the
better, surely you can understand my logic.
See you all in 2011 (or sooner). Now go find your higher selves!
As clear and concise as possible
Elementary and High School Education
Distinguish "common sense" and "book smarts" as different yet equally
effective forms of intelligence, and adjust the nations school systems
accordingly. This would eliminate the friction that is ever so present in
today's systems, among the "bad" kids, and the "good" (book smart) kids, and
the teachers. I found many Teachers always treat the "smart kids" (book
smart) as if they are better in school. This in turn reducing their chance
of having a desire to further their education, or at least care about
learning in school. The kids who get the "A's" are not the only "smart"