I'm not trying to be funny in any way... This is a serious question. You guys have known NetSYN a lot longer than I have, but I get the feeling that his last post here: http://www.antionline.com/showthread...hreadid=233020 was maybe intended to be a suicide note? He seems to be real depressed and claiming to NEVER come back.... I just don't see why someone would claim to want to give up everything??? I just hope it wasn't a plead to get attention, because that would be sick!!!.... Just wish you well NetSyN... Hope you change your mind, and decide to join the community again...