Im going to tell you something, P*55y is P*55y there is many more in the sea. Your girl broke up with you and on top of that made you go nuts (bet shes laughing it up). I say go back to school and get the degree you know you can obtain. College is a breeze if you already know the ****. Get your BS or even your MD and make something of yourself. One of these days your ex will come crawling back when she finds out she made the mistake. No matter what people may say College is the only real thing these big companies look at. They dont care you can spout out the layers of the OSI Model or Know a computer inside out. Its all about the Degree and yes the certs do help too. But wait you also need time under your belt too, so dont goof off in college, get an internship at one of the big companies near the college; as you work, get educated. Basically all I'm telling you is to Focus on you and where you want to be in ten years (Mental hospital or Big Bucks?) This has been your offical virtual kick in the butt...