I'm sorry for your loss and there really isn't a need to apolgize. I've been feeling the same way since sept. 11th. While I didn't lose any family members, I know people who did. The fact that the media feels they can justify what they are doing makes me sick. I was flipping through channels last night when I saw a piece on cnn. I don't know who it was but they were trying to say that they took certain "measures" to make sure the money they spent didn't go to aiding terrorists. My question is, How do they know? The guy who got the tapes didn't even trust the guy who was his guide but CNN can trust the guy who they gave the money too. To me this is appalling. The government can jail teens for 20+ years for so called "cyber terrorism" but they can't touch the media, who, in my opinion leak more National Security information than anyone else. I'm sorry for ranting but I truely feel the same JC does.