My mother has lipnos, and a brain tumor. They removed the brain tumor and it grew back twice as fast. Because the chemo is painful she refuses to go. I can't stand being around her, because of her attitude she has been having lately, but I don't want to miss the time she has left. The Doctor gave her 6 - 12 months. She has these nasty seizures, and they are the scariest thing I have ever seen. The sick thing is, she is my own mother, and I have been avoiding her, because I can't deal with seeing her like this. It is exspecially hard since I lost my grandmother the Christmas before last. I just feel like my life is going downhill fast. Plus as you all know from before, there is a chance I will be laid off, and the is no tech jobs in the area. She doesn't want to work, because she is afraid of people seeing her have seizures, she asks me for help, and I have been stingey fearing the possibility of being laid off.. I really don't know what to do, I am really down in the dumps right about now.... You know they say life is filled with both highs and lows, but I swear for every one good day I have, it is followed by 6 months low. . er0k, you know your my boy, and I wish you and yours the best of luck, but to be honest. You probably have nothing to worry about. Hey, I'm not one to steal the spot light, but if I don't get this **** out, I'll self destruct.