chsh, I follow a similar course of action as you stated, and I have done so for quite a long time.. However, recently, I've been plagued by an apathy of sorts, in wondering I'm doing the things I do... and not caring that I find no meaning in it... I am daily presented with paths I can take, as we all are, from the simplest thing of getting out of bed, to what to say to the depressed person with gashes in their arm *this one isn't a daily experience, but it is a recent one*, and my attitude of late has been simply, I don't care...Quote:
Originally posted here by chsh
I live, I experience, I try to help others when I can, and I try and CREATE a meaning for my life. I personally don't think that any meaning is just handed down to you making you 'special' (in a sense). I think that a meaning for my life will come from my living it, not from my believing that I'm special.
Why? I'm finding existance meaningless is way too simple an answer to give I've realised...
so I'm going to switch it round, and as SecretFire spoke of, I'm going to ask Why... Why do I find my existance to be meaningless... I will not look for an answer in a god... but nor will I look for it in another person.. I might look for the answer in my shoe, but I doubt it....
I shall return..... and maybe I'll have an answer....
/me takes up the pondering pose...
'To err is human, to moo is cow'
