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I will no longer seek advice, I figured that I would be seen as someone with malicious intent and wouldn't get any help.
Whether you realize it or not, you ARE someone with malicious intent, at least from a system administrator's perspective. You're trying to gain unauthorized access to a server for a purpose that you've just confirmed is against policy and would compromise the security of the company network. And you're trying to justify it by saying, "but I only want to play games," but that in no way changes the fact of what you're trying to do any more than a thrill justifies vandalism. That doesn't make you a bad guy, but it makes you dangerous.