How we respond to the trials placed...
Okay, how I responded to the trials placed before me...
Hmmm, I was working, making 50 grand 7 years ago, became disabled, lost my job, house, truck, drums and everything...became homeless...fought my way back and now have an apartment...that's how I respond to the trials...
What you do not understand - is that you do not ask a blind man to read the chart on the wall.
My pint is - I have tried and tried for 7 years and my situation gets worse, not better.
If you think I am eating from the food banks because I am not trying hard enough, you are sadly mistaken.
My reasons for cybegging (realizing we are way off topic and all I wanted was some advice for IP tracing - not to defend myself and be ridiculed by some, sent warm thoughts by others)..My reason s for cyberbegging is that I have no options left. I cannot support myself.
Not even by stuffing envelopes. I am chronically unemployable, even to myself.
Obviously, I do not understand every other persons abilities or disabilities or their trials and tribulations. Nor, do I expect you to understand mine. Suffice it to say, I am a man and want to earn my own keep and feel that pride that I once had...there is no pride in begging...but, there is no fun in starving for food and nourishment (food banks do not provide as much nourishment or 'food' as people think--it's mostly junk food-cookies, pringles, etc.).
As a man whom is not capable of supporting himself, I am doing what I have been forced to do to survive. And, even with all the cyberbegging, it hasn't made a dent in my daily life, other than a few kind people. I still have a lack of food, I still cannot afford to wash my clothes, put gas in my 17 year old van that I need to get my medicines and 'food'. No joyride at all.
And yet, I am very grateful God has granted me a life. I am grateful that I get to wake up and respond to good people and good people who do not understand...it is a blessing...
Happy Holidays, Kind Citizens!!