Well, my position is really pretty simple, and I have stated it in a couple of different discussions over the years. That being said I will be glad to repeat it! :D
What we know...
1. Matter probbably came into existence via one of the two following ways.
a. God
b. Big Bang
2. We fleshy beings cannot create matter or anything else out of nothing.
Therefore I think that you may need to reavaluate your original question/statement of "I am not really sure what to believe,". Instead I think you should ask/state "I am not really sure what to place my faith in." Because when you get right down too it you are either placing your faith upon either a sentient supreme being that has somehow always existed and created the universe, or you are placing your faith upon a giant mindless ball of mud and gas that somehow created itself.
It's really your choice though. Both the question and the answer that is.
Have fun.
