Well just come with me the next time I have to go into the hospital. They do pump me full of Morphine and it is not a pretty sight. It changes my personality and not for the better. I get very nasty and foul mouthed and tend to castigate anyone and everyone near me. I don't even like myself, and sure don't like my own bodies reaction to this drug. (we have had this discussion on IRC a time or two)Quote:
Opiate users act like semaritans and think like philosiphers. And don't you dare say that is wrong until I witness, in person, you getting pumped full of Morphine.
Perhaps it is that different people have different reactions to the same drug, or perhaps I am just something different. But, morphine does cause my personality to change and not for the better. Couple that with the fact I build a resistance to almost any drug I am given and the amounts they have to end up using is tremendous, I dislike morphine and its derivatives.
Note: one of my doctors even tried to get a special exemption for me to use grass as a substitute and when that failed gives me demerol (which is alot more expensive and the VA does not like to use it) instead of anything morphine based. (I don't like demerol (sp?) much either).
