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I couldn't imagine the hopelessness of a life where one was destined only to become worm fodder, and where one's soul had no paradise to go to beyond death. This is the comfort my God provides me; hope.
For a long time I contemplated this... I thought how much easier and happier life would be with faith. Sadly I could never justify faith. I merely saw the idea of the supernatural as a cop out, as a lazy answer. God, "his grace", "his divine plan" all amounted to little more than a simple distraction from that fact that one day, I will die.