Erok.... I lied.... I didn't put you on "ignore"..... Yet....
Allow me to _try_ to inject a little experience into your life.... I know, I know.... You don't want to hear it... you are 18 so you are an adult..... I was there once too, as were many here 'listening to you".....
Lesson 1: (And take this as it is meant.... not as an ******* trying to pick holes in you... ok?)
Just because you were the top of the 100m team in 8th grade in school doesn't mean that you are _the best_. It means that within the peer group you competed against you were the best. But.... Your peer group was limited, and when you advanced to the "under 18" group you may find that you are no longer the best....
The best analagy I can give is a military career.... You start at the _very_ bottom.... everyone despises you... you are the "sprog", (english term: means newbie...OK....), then, through proving your ability, good sense and leadership you become a respected member of your team.... So respected in fact that you are considered for promotion.... You get that promotion and where do you go???? To the bottom of the pile again.... You are despised, you are the "sprog" again.... then you work your way up, become respected, get promoted and guess where you are?????
It's life.... every profession you will ever encounter will demonstrate this phenomena... up -down - up - down.... forever....
You came here from your school debating team and told us that because you were "the best" then we can't compete..... But you were the best in your peer group.... We here have all been the best in our peer group at sometime in our lives.... It doesn't make us special, no more than it makes you special.... You need to prove to this peer group that you are..... In my personal opinion, you are not managing that yet..... That's why I give you "grief"..... Because you are telling me that, on the basis of history in a different peer group, you are better.... You're not..... Live with it.... we all do or we wouldn't be sitting around here talking BS with eachother.... we'd all be rich and famous and have no need for this little forum..... learn to appreciate your position in life.... or break out of it and do great things..... I'll be the first to support you.....
You're life experience, to date, doesn't appear to have been a positive one..... mine wasn't pretty either but it wasn't like yours..... Do yourself a favor.... Don't use it as an excuse for a "disability"... Use it to your advantage..... You are a smart kid.... don't waste it.... You'll only justify the feeling many of us have that so much of todays youth is being wasted by the indiscretions of their parents.....
Erok.... I don't dislike you or hate you..... I want you to use your obvious intelligence effectively.... Rather than continue a "bitch session" between us in public why don't you PM me and we can discuss in private.... I'll _try_ to help.... Your call..... ;)
