My anniversary

Well, it is 12:31 AM. October 2nd 2003. It has been exactly 1 year now that I have been a member of this site. I never thought I would be here this long when one year ago today I joined. I thought I would make afew posts, possibly meet some people into things like I am into, and then leave like I have many, many, many sites before this.

I usually join a site and make a few posts here and there, and then leave. I'm still here. It's October, which means something to me; For one thing, this marks the begining of cooler temps in my state. I don't like summer because I don't like the hot, humid, stormy weather, and well, that's what summer in Michigan is.

Also, this marks te begining for TV stations to start playing good things on TV. I like horror movies, which unless you are new to this site or never talked to me, you know already. Well, Halloween is also coming.

Being a HUGE Misfits fan, that also means more than watching horror movies on TV. It's special. Also, after October is November; The month I was born, so my Birthday is also coming up and I'll be 21 years old.

Also, after that is December, which means snow, Christmas/The birth of Jesus, and a new year. I'm Christian so it does mean more to me than presents and time off of school. And new years is always something for me.

Also, I was thinking about all I'v been through in the passed year, which is ALOT. I joined this site one year ago today. In the last year, I have had multiple GFs, Written 11 Bastard admin from Michigan stories, gotten new movies, had some great times, and also some bad ones.

I lost my Unckle that I grew up with. That was hard on me. I didn't take it very well. I also damn near had a nervouse break down realising things I have wong with me. I never thought about the fact that I have had tourrette's and OCD and ADD and Social anxiety disorder since I was a kid. I never thought about it untill I saw it on TV.

It bothered me too see people act it out. It also made me look into it, and scared the **** out of me. I was so depressed about it, I Prayed an asked God to help me out, and God did. I'm feeling much better now. It just bothered me badly to even think about it. I guess I never thought about it before so it didn't bother me, but I couldn't stop thinking about it and it was torture.

If I don't think about it, it doesn't bother me though. I'v also lost friends this year. My best friend moved away, far away, to the other side of the state. I havn't seen him in about 5 months now.

Most of my other friends are gone too. I made some new ones but you can't replace them. I also went through alot with some of my ex GFs. Some were them wanting me back and others were them starting **** with me.

I have really been through alot this year. Good and bad both. I also went through **** here on AO. People that were my friends stopped talking to me, people I didn't really know starting rumors about me, alot of bullshit they would NOT say to my face.

And yes I'm sure of that because I offered to pay for a plane ticket for one of them to come here and they never responded. Yes, I can actually get that angry over someone in another country that I'd pay the way for them to come here so they can't hide behind a keyboard.

I was thinking about all the things I have gone through in the last year and I grabbed my keyboard and started playing. I came up with a little melody that sounds like I feel. Maybe if people actually want to hear it I'll upload it to a web site after I record it. All it is, is a small piano sound right now. I'll add a bass line and guitar riff to it later on. And maybe a drum line.

Anyway, thanks to God, I am still here, and still ok. To the people who havn't talked **** behind my back; Thanks for being there and being an actual friend to me. To the people who hated me from day one; Thanks for having the balls to be honest. To the people who talked **** behind my back; **** you, from gore.

The Gore Father - October 2nd, 2003.

Happy An-i-ver-sary
Happy An-i-ver-sary
Happy An-i-ver-sary
Haaaaaaaaaaaapppy Aniversary!


Congrats dude, 4 more months and I'll be celebrating my one month :) and it seems like just yesterday I had 10 posts and 2 red dots and was whining that everyone hated me :) The times they are a changing.. Anyways glad you are still here.. I couldn't imagine life without the Bastard Admin...

Happy Anniversary gore


To let you know i never talk behind your your back i'm not that type of person if i have something to say i'll say to you.And that the way i am in person i say what i feel i never hold back I know how it is to lose a friend my best friend of 25 years has move to a different state and we only talk once in the blue moon of if something wrong with her computer lol. I call everybody here friends without faces. Just keep your head up and think postive and things do get better believe me i know i had been through alot myself. Again gore congrats on your anniversary. :D


~cdkj~

You have been a welcome contribution to AntiOnline, gore, hope to see another post like this in a years time.

;)

Whoa, heh, thanks guy, didnt think I'd get a good responce like this.

hey gore ..i know we didnt tlak that mcuh but you are a cool guy and i'm enyoing your membership here ...tx for everything ...

I'll be expecting that cash by Paypal.

I knew no one wanted me here without me paying them :(

Gore I've been in and out of AO and from the time you have sign on to now you are one of the few people I remember.

You really make some fine contributions to AO and I hope you stay for many more years to come.

Happy Anniversary Gore and I hope you have a very good year ahead.

Guidance...

GRATULATIONS GORE...

BIG BIGHTS OH SORRY.... I MEAN HUGS *winks winks*



Nightfalls_Girl

congrats Gore

and congrats to me & Ennis - we been here 2 yrs d00d oO
well ok so both of us took some time off - but what the hell ;)

v_Ln

Two years, seems like only yesterday I replied stupidly to a thread about trojans and got flamed by Neg...and actually tried to flame him back...then I found AO IRC...and thats why I am an addict.

Wow! I just noticed I have been here over a year now too. :D

Gore... Congrats on your crowning achievement, you lasted a year here, have mercilessly insulted almost every computer luzer on the planet, made it to two top ten lists, and not once have I ever insulted you behind your back, at least not that YOU know of, right?

Hmmmm, 21 eh? Still a pollywog in the pond of life ::sperm::

I just had to bring that up friend....

HEY!! Look everyone Gore gets greenies from this thread????

Gore is a greenie whore! :globwhore

nahnny nah nah

Thanks guys. It's good to know some people still give a damn I'm here.

And Aeallison, my lil side kick. Iv known you a long ass time. I didnt get that damned many greenies in this lol. Damn.

I wanna give a thank you/shout out/Whatever the hell you wanna call it to these people for being friends, helping me out, and being nice to me when everyone else wasnt. In no particular order:

Negative

Tedob1

Phishphr33k

Aeallsion

Ennis

WebCarnage

Prodika1

The_Jinx

Souleman

KorpDeth

HTRegz

Shrekkie

Valhallen

AllenB

Zombiemann77

Dr Toker

Xmaddness

Sweet_Angel

Mathgirl32

When I first came here; I didnt know anyone, you all made it a lot easier on me. And became good friends that werent scared to stick up for me if you have too. I had alot of friends here for a while, but alot of them dont like me anymore, so I didnt add them to the list.

They either ignore me now or wont answer messages I send. So **** em. The people that matter to me here the most are listed.

If you think you should be added to the list because I honestly forgot you somehow, or because I'm trying to do this quickly, reply to this thread and I'll add you and apologize.

Thanks again to this list.

" over almost before it s...
08-21-2003 03:13 PM You fat ****.

- contact user about this assignment: AP Poster: Conf1rm3d_K1ll "

See, I still have haters here.

****ing bitch, he wont answer the time I called him out and offered to pay for his flight here so he couldnt hide behind a keyboard, but he talks ****.

No shout out to me gore? Awww, im hurt!