doodz

[d00dz Attackin]

Am sick and tired of this stuff. Come on your not helping me, your making me feel like $hit. Please lets stop it here, because everything you say is just trying to get me to leave/get another account. Let me say this right now I am not getting another account and not because of the AP's because I have gone through ruff and great days with this account, this account is a memory to me, I also put HARD work into this account. All i asked WAS ONE PERSON. All the other AP's i earned. I swear to you.

d00dz still no answer's to my questions . May i make a suggestion ? and it is just that but have you ever been to hackers.com ? its 'similar' to here but less ruthless and a n00b like your self would fit right in there and you may learn something instead of how to acuse people of **** and your AP addiction may settle a little I am not asking you to leave AO

Read

Am not a quieter and can't give up an account, just like that. If I stick this out, and come out ahead, do you think members will like me more? Come out with great stuff to enlighten there and your day. I can now see and has forgot about the AP's. I just asked one person and look what happens. Truly I am sorry for all this, and please forgive me. .

"I can now see and has forgot about the AP's." I don't care about the AP's no more because of all the $hit it put me through with this.
I said sorry, just give me some room, to think this out, and change my ways. Read what I wrote in addicts forum prodikal.

Members/people will go throught bad days or good days, this whole week is bad. But there will always be ups and downs.

Again please this is not helping me in anyway, am sorry to say. I sat in the movies today JUST thinking about what you guys write, you guys are really messing me up mentally!

People WILL make mistakes. I am one of them. I make ONE mistake (By asking V_Ln to boost me and look what happens, I don't care about AP's no more) I will go on not thinking about this in anyway and I have forgot that this whole thing has happen.

Thankyou, Cya
--D00dz--

[AciDriveHB]

Again please this is not helping me in anyway, am sorry to say. I sat in the movies today JUST thinking about what you guys write, you guys are really messing me up mentally!

Right now I have a lot to say. But I don't want to upset you further, nor screw you up mentally. Though I see it like this, maybe you should seriously take some time off the computer and away from here. Because if that is true that you are getting mentally messed up over a website and people you don't know in person and really have no ties to you... well what does that sound like? It's not healthy at all! It sounds like if AO died, that you would be heart broken and kill yourself... which is kind of scary to think about and really man is not the way it should be!

I mean yeah I'll call myself an AO addict... I'll admit I got to visit the sit when I'm at work all day long. But once I leave this place, I'm basically disconnected. Yo'll notice I don't post at night (my local time) or over the weekends hardly at all, only usually if I'm bored or there is something I feel I need to say ASAP. But this site could go poof tomorrow and yeah I would miss hearing about Neg and Mathgirls wedding and talking to a bunch of people through PMs... but I could move on. Can you honestly say that for yourself?

The reason I say this, is because you need to sit down and figure some stuff out for yourself. I mean I know I was joking a little about the AP addiction. Though maybe you are slightly addicted to the whole concet of AO? Again that's my opinion and maybe I'm just really off cue...

Just a thought...
~AciD

[jaguar291]

Come on your not helping me, your making me feel like $hit.

Is it because you are?

Please lets stop it here, because everything you say is just trying to get me to leave/get another account. Let me say this right now I am not getting another account and not because of the AP's because I have gone through ruff and great days with this account, this account is a memory to me, I also put HARD work into this account. All i asked WAS ONE PERSON. All the other AP's i earned. I swear to you.

I'm going to skip the usual "I too worked my ass off on this account..." but I'll tell you this... I don't believe a word you say and that people like you are a poison to a good communities like this one (even though its going down )...

"I can now see and has forgot about the AP's." I don't care about the AP's no more because of all the $hit it put me through with this.
I said sorry, just give me some room, to think this out, and change my ways.

"Umm.. I cheated my way to the top. I'm sorry!" - It doesn't work that way... people here will be pissed and will not forget... I would like to thank souleman and for bringing this forward.

Members/people will go throught bad days or good days, this whole week is bad. But there will always be ups and downs.

Again please this is not helping me in anyway, am sorry to say. I sat in the movies today JUST thinking about what you guys write, you guys are really messing me up mentally!

People WILL make mistakes. I am one of them. I make ONE mistake (By asking V_Ln to boost me and look what happens, I don't care about AP's no more) I will go on not thinking about this in anyway and I have forgot that this whole thing has happen.

Can anyone say 'new account'?

jag291

[d00dz Attackin]

Now that helps me.

I have to say thankyou so much Framework, AciDriveHB for helping me!
What happens is if AO closes I really don't care as much as now. Because what gets me down is that what members say to me. Your opinion. I really haven't learned the saying "Don't listen to what people say about you," but now I have, just today (15 mins ago). I have lived on peoples opinions after I lost my familly. Because I never had someone to talk to as a Mom, dad, etc. That is why. What has keep me from dieing inside is from the Bible. Not everyone can be as stronge as you or everyone else. I have a lot of problems in the real world so i look up to my computer, and people on it. I don't have a life because I don't need one to go to heaven. Live here for 70 more years and be happy forever after those years!

[Edit] jaguar291 I did not cheat my way up here buddy, I listen to my own opinions now, and I stoped listening to you. Trying to bring me down now, TO late! Look 4 tuts hrmm think about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![/edit]

Take care, Cya
--d00dz--

[jaguar291]

I'll tell you that I'm not the only who thinks there is far more to this story than you just asking val for some greenies...

And congrats on not listening to me... I'm sure you're group will knock your confidence back up with some greenies....

[allenb1963]

Originally posted here by d00dz Attackin
I have lived on peoples opinions after I lost my familly. Because I never had someone to talk to as a Mom, dad, etc. That is why. What has keep me from dieing inside is from the Bible. Not everyone can be as stronge as you or everyone else. I have a lot of problems in the real world so i look up to my computer, and people on it. I don't have a life because I don't need one to go to heaven. Live here for 70 more years and be happy forever after those years!

What in the hell do you want from us now....pity?? You sound more and more like JRoc--->JCHostingAdmin--->Common_Exploit with remarks like that. If you presented that to me in real life I might be able to swallow it because THEN I could verify the truthfulness of your words. However, given the fact that you have admitted that you have gotten DISHONEST AP's, you have tried to climb to the top of the ladder at an unprecedented rate (yeah, even worse than me), and then tried to intimidate some of the seniors (you admitted to starting a "mini-war" and those are your words, not mine) I have to say that the laws of probability indicate that you are most likely full of s**t.

I suggest you follow the advice given to you in some previous posts and get yourself a new account. And don't be stupid enough to use this account to build up your new one...like I told JC a looooong time ago "if you have to cheat to win, it's a hollow victory because you didn't EARN it."

[FrameWork]

It's obvious that he is takeing all of your opinions to heart, so why slam him as if he were some kind of armed robber or something?

From his post it's clear he has learned his lesson... this may have been a huge no no as far as AO is concerned, but i for one can't remember anyone since i have been here slammed so damn hard for something like this, and certainly not someone as young as d00dz is.

I just don't see the point in roasting him in this manor, he said he was sorry, can't we just let the thread die for his feelings sake.

I don't think this stuff is worth makeing someone unstable in "real" life. Last time i checked we open a big fluffy sheet for someone when their about to jump or talk them out of it, not push them out the window. He made some big mistakes, i just don't think it's worth it to screw with the kids brain like this.

[Zonewalker]

well... I have stayed out of this for a while... mainly cos I don't really feel like it's any of my business... but I'm a lil' drunk so you guys will have to forgive me....

Negative (or whoever is C+C mod these days, I can't remember)... can you please close this thread? Obviously Doodz is addicted to AO (who wouldn't be?) but I don't think this thread is doing him any good any more, there is lots of good and sane advice for him - we really don't need another slagging off - hopefully he has learned his lesson, even if there are a few unanswered questions.

Doodz.... as has already been said... for ****s sake chill a little bit and stop getting so worked up about the greenies! I appreciate how you feel but... every family (cos I hope we are a family here folks) has it's ups and downs, everyone makes a mistake - you've recognised that and that is a good thing - learn by it and take on board what people have said.

Everyone else - it's probably not my place to say but after more than 8 pints tonight, bollocks to it - as individuals we are partly defined by the mistakes we make. We know what Doodz is made of now and we can take that into account in future. Memories may be long but if a person can admit to a mistake and try and make up for it then they deserve a second chance in my book.

I'm probably going to regret this post in the morning but for now... that's my thoughts.

Z

[c0mic]

I have lived on peoples opinions after I lost my familly. Because I never had someone to talk to as a Mom, dad, etc.

One thing I've realized in my life is not to live on other people's opinion, especially not on the internet.

There is not one person in the world who does not have problems. It's just a matter of how you are able to handle them. Don't let your problems take over your life. Get out and have some fun. I understand that you don't have any friends, but that doesn't necessarily mean that you can't have fun nor you can't make some.

Just take it easy, think things thru before you act upon them. You're going to heaven if you deservingly do so (Note: this is not to start any religion debate, so don't) and not because you read the bible.

[AciDriveHB]

*sits back in his chair*

I really don't know how to approach this thread now. I think this will be my last post here, I just have this to say. Life is all about making mistakes, hard times, and what not. But with all the negative stuff that's going on, you have to see the positive.

I use to be the same way, for a good 6 years of my life I lived online, on the web and on the chat rooms (back in the day when java rooms were the brand new thing). Though I saw that is not the life, you have to get away and do other things. You don't need to sit here and go insane over all this stuff... and if it's getting to you then go offline and talk to friends or the father at a local church.

Find yourself in life, don't drift along letting people pull you around. You are going to care what those think about you, because that's just how we are. But ONLY YOU can learn the truth meanings of life, and what to do to clear your head and find peace within everything.

You didn't have a family in life, and I am very sorry for that. Though I had my mother (I was an only child) and through the course of my 20 years, well I've had to disconnect myself from my mother due to the horrible beatings she would give me (even up until I moved out 8 months ago). But it took me up until then to see things as they were, and to finally figure things out. No matter how much my friends tried, or other people did, I couldn't see anything until it all "clicked" in my own head.

Beyond that, I think I will let it go at that and let you do your thing because only you can figure this all out.

I wish you the best...
~AciD