Greetings.......... I'm so depressed. My GrandMa is very sick, and my pet is also sick. I wish there were things that I could do, but there's nothing. Oh...... just what if I was one powerful wizard...... then I would heal them all for sure......... I prayed to God, but my prayers weren't fully answered. they're still sick, and I don't know what to do anymore, I'm so depressed now....... The season when I see the Angel of Death is most active...... CHRISTMAS! My classmates' (well sometime ago) relatives usually dies around that time if they are really sick........... (however, I hope this doens't happen to me or all those whom I care about)

I had gotten a much longer version before, but somehow, AntiOnline suddenly says that I didn't login. Before, I wrote somthing that seriously doubted God's power, but to be honest, I personally can not suspect his powers, cause if I do then I know bad luck will follow (I tried). I feel so powerless pitty, perhaps. I don't know what to do anymore, but I just think that God will still support me somehow throught ways I can not see.

howerver, this part stays no matter how much God DEson't WANT THEM HERE: CURSE THE ANGEL OF DEATH, CURSE ALL ILLNESS, CURSE ALL DEASEASES, CURSE ALL UNHAPPYNESS, CURSE ALL UNHEALTHYNESS, CURSE ALL SADNESS, CURSE EVERYTHING THAT TAKES SO MUCH AWAY FROM US!