If you keep up with my journal, you know already that life has been pretty hard to handle these days. Suicidal tendancies and waves of rage that keep coming. The thought that plauges me is this.....

I ask you the reader, IF, there truly is NO God, or Savior, or life after death, and when we die, we simply die into blank non-existance. What in the hell is the point of coping with the pain of life anyways? If there is no reward to it in the end. Only non-existance....

The simple answers would be love, hope, reproduction...ect... But how is any of this relevant when your dead. All these great things that happened to you in your life, and all these great things you did, mean nothing to you. Because your simply not existing.

I have had the mindset of an athiest l8ly, how do you cope with it? How does one get up every morning knowing his life is meaningless.


If there truly are no continues. Game Over.