User Handles

[Matty_Cross]

I got rather tired of the handle thingie, so I dropped it altogether and just use my name...
I used to have a few from my younger years... most were lame though... *shakes his head, remembering he was once called XS_InSaNiTy*

The only thing close to a handle that I have kept is MrX, and thats only cos its my initials....

[RWA]

RWA, well simply programming jargon for Read, Write, and Append. If any of you use the C language you'd know this =).

r+ w+ a+

[drkevorkian]

I used to love playing Quake (still do...) and I'd kill myself so much I thought it was a natural..... also it sounded kind of sinister....Cyanide cocktail anyone? (with a pineapple twist, of course)

[ZeroOne]

This, ZeroOne, is my second handle. The first one was Starman, but I got enough of it a year or so ago when every time I arrived someone quoted David Bowie ("There's a staaarman waiting in the sky..."). And it wasn't exotic enough. I made it up in just a few minutes while beginning my first Lord 2 game (a MUD game played in those old BBS's ).
Then I wanted a name with some exotic letters, Z sounded good. The first word beginning with Z I came up with was Zero, but since that wouldn't be so good, I added One, which is much better. I also have accounts in some places with name "vs01": my initials + ZeroOne; vs is too short and vs1 sounds a bit miserable... Like "I didn't get the name Killer, so I am now Killer297, which was the first 'Killer' available"...
ZeroOne might not be very unique, but at least its got "Z", which is an exotic letter, so it looks cool... And I don't personally know any other ZeroOnes.

-ZeroOne

[Matty_Cross]

Ahhhh Legend Of the Red Dragon...
A source for many a good handles.. 8)

[irishcreme83]

Irishcreme is my favorite kind of coffee I'm also of Irish ancestry. 83 I took from my birth year.

[FullySaturate]

This is a letter i sent to an old friend, it will explain the meaning behind "FullySaturat". After you read this I'm sure you will see that there could be no better handle to desribe who I really am.

Hello

I need to do a bit of venting, you don’t have to read this I don’t want to bore you. Just, you have always been there for me, you’re a good friend and right now there is know one who understands me better. I wish I had some one here to talk with, someone who can feel with me. I’m slowly destroying myself; every emotion, every thought, every breath I breath is being trapped within. All I need is to get it out but I don’t know how. This bit of venting will help for now, but it won’t suffice.

Frequently I find myself stuck in a cell with no doors, nowhere to go. I never seem to leave these cells, now practically an entire penal complex. Instead I redecorate and try to believe every thing is ok. More and more I’ve found myself jumping between cells, a prisoner of my own mind, if you will. Even still it goes deeper, a reoccurring pattern set off by ordered chains of events. I keep getting worse, either I’m sinking or the ceilings are raising regardless I feel smaller.

Often, I turn off, all the walls lift up and I can see but I’m not really there. I’m still sitting in my cell looking for a door, doing all I can to create one.

When I turn on, all the walls sink away as long as I’m fully saturated with something does not matter what or who. When I’m done or its over the walls return in there original state, door less. Sometimes bleaker and sometimes brighter but they always return.

I’ve learned to live within the confines of my cells and its killing me. I must escape, but how. Sometimes I hide the thoughts and feeling in a cell deep within my prison and feel as if I have forgotten. All it takes is the smallest of disturbances the smallest amount of reminiscing to throw back into even the deepest of cells.

Recently, in fact, last night I was ruthlessly hurled into a cell I’ve visited many of times. One of which, I thought I had fixed the broken knob and escaped into the brightness of day. But no, I’m in that cell now and its drearier than ever before. Its not so much the place I’m at that bothers me but that I thought I was through it and yet its still there and its gotten worse with my lacking visits. Are there other cells left neglected that I will one day be forced to visit again and will I be able to handle their darkness.

Thank you for letting me vent, it helped a bit.

Your unconditional friend

Aaron S.

[Prat]

Well I decided to put Pretend and Pendulum together and got Pratemduala and Prat is just short for it.. although it has no true meaning.

[eXist]

hhmmm i came up with mine a while ago, i think i subcoinsciously got it from that movie, existenz, havent even seen it but hey. i have other too, SeriaL ThrillA and FinaL ConnexioN, got the FinaL ConnexioN from the CS the Phoenix Connection. Nothing special just yeh, cya all l8rz

[TotalChaos(D~Sq]

It was my name a long time ago playing Diablo. And (D~Sq is for Death Squad