Hi Manic...

Thank you for your admiration of everyone here at AntiOnline.

We all start out as newbies, just as a butterfly starts out as a caterpillar. Although the evolving process never stops when it comes to learning new things.

My advice to you, would be to never give up no matter how discouraged you might get. Just remember that you will always have the help & support of everyone here at AntiOnline.