*sits back in his chair*

I really don't know how to approach this thread now. I think this will be my last post here, I just have this to say. Life is all about making mistakes, hard times, and what not. But with all the negative stuff that's going on, you have to see the positive.

I use to be the same way, for a good 6 years of my life I lived online, on the web and on the chat rooms (back in the day when java rooms were the brand new thing). Though I saw that is not the life, you have to get away and do other things. You don't need to sit here and go insane over all this stuff... and if it's getting to you then go offline and talk to friends or the father at a local church.

Find yourself in life, don't drift along letting people pull you around. You are going to care what those think about you, because that's just how we are. But ONLY YOU can learn the truth meanings of life, and what to do to clear your head and find peace within everything.

You didn't have a family in life, and I am very sorry for that. Though I had my mother (I was an only child) and through the course of my 20 years, well I've had to disconnect myself from my mother due to the horrible beatings she would give me (even up until I moved out 8 months ago). But it took me up until then to see things as they were, and to finally figure things out. No matter how much my friends tried, or other people did, I couldn't see anything until it all "clicked" in my own head.

Beyond that, I think I will let it go at that and let you do your thing because only you can figure this all out.

I wish you the best...
~AciD