Hey guys,
[question]- why does everone keep giving me negative antipoints lately.I want to know what i can do to contribute to antionline.instead of be an *******.

To begin,I have a few questions about the anti-points system.I am losing points at a rapid pace. I would first like to take a few moments to express to all the people here at antionline my deepest apologies.
The way that i have been acting lately is inexcusable. I have taken the liberty of changing my name to join the ranks of the common newbie to get back to the basics so to speak.
I am a gay man. yes i know, this may come as a shock to you all. For along time i have been botteling this up inside and can no longer. I have had alot of anger inside mostly do to the above.
My grandfather was a sysadmin, many ,many moons ago,and i am very proud of this. He also was gay. My mother has had many jobs in the computer industry many of which she has lost do to a severe drinking problem.(some other problems also, but i will not get into this here).I have no friends , i don`t know why but for some reason people have aways made fun of me??
I have made a big enough ass of myself already. I feel inadaquate most of the time as you may already be able to tell from my senseless rambling chaotic posts and replies. This will change starting today. I have come out of the closet here at Antionline as well as in my own life and feel a sense of freedom. I would love to kiss the asses of all the newbie`s i have hurt(literally) but you all know that is not possible.So in short i would like to state for the record:

[1] I am gay and proud.
[2] no longer will i talk down to my fellow AO`er.
[3] My apologies go out to all those that i may have hurt with my pointless belittling.
[4] from this day forward i am gay and proud and will not let my problems spew out onto the forums of AO.

So please everyone forgive me for being an *******,for this is my nature.

I wanna thank Yall-
The|specialist