It's a lot about an addictive personality..... Which I have.... But I have redirected it somewhat to computer security.... which is handy since it's work related....

But I do love Counter Strike... I could play it all day and I try to on weekends... .... But my sweetie reminds me all too often that she is there and there are chores to do.... Since I get up at 05:30 every day I can slide in nearly 4 hours on a good weekend morning but the "death knell" of my pleasure is the call from above, (well.. ok... upstairs), is "It's shower tiiiiiime".... So I sit there for few seconds thinking "I'm pretty sure I had one yesterday... didn't I?"... But the reply is always "Yes, dear..." Then I sneak a couple more rounds in and give in... But if I can get her "redirected" during the day I might slip back into my favorite server for as many rounds as I can slide in there before sweetie realizes that I'm enjoying myself....

But generally my sweetie sees to it that my particular addiction is well regulated..... and I'm too scared of her to challenge her authority....