thanks fo your replay.

i didn't want to think about those other options like my own server hehe, i know it's better and its a good replay to what i asked but... lets try to keep things simple, use a web mail.

i know there isn't much privacy, i will use a proxy and maybe encrypt my emails and send them as files, but thats something that for now i don't want to discuss.

well, as i said, i hate microsoft but almost all my friends are using he messenger! thats why i need the msn one, no the yahoo.

"absolute requirement" well... i think its great to have things to work together, and, hotmail with msn messenger works great! as i said, i need to know how the passport and the messenger works if you register with another email.
i got two ideas:

1- everyone uses hotmail! so its very hard to keep track and view private information of one single user.
2- hotmail.com is from microsoft and they keep their records very clear so that the local polico, fbi or whatever you want to call can view your emails and access your account.

please replay to my original message, thanks!