Alb.....u are wonderful!!! I have been dealing with depression for several years and i'm only 19. I have comtemplated suicide many times as everyone else has....but what keeps me from doing it is the thought of all the pain i'd put my loved ones under. i dont have many friends at school...and i'm not a very outgoing person irl....but i know when im loved and thats exactly what i am....and i am so greatful for it. death is the easy way out....and if everything was easy....life would be boring as hell.